FallenInLove

2012-01-31T15:50:00.002+08:00

This few days didn't post shit cause I'm down with fever,cough and flu .

Upside to this is that I've got a new iphone and am super happy bout' it.

Anyways, I've realized that having too man

y friends and no real ones are bad.

From now onwards, I only want true friends who'll be there for me when I'm in some deep-shit

problems.

People may seem really close to you but they could suddenly just backstab you.

I know my true friends ♥

Do you?

Well for valentine's day, I'm gonna try and make cookies for my besties.

Just trying to get this on Gmarket:

(picture too small :P)

Just to show that i ♥ them and appreciate the things they do for me.

Meaning full post huh?

Ok too sick to do anything. Wish I could freaking go out now ! );

2012-01-27T22:13:00.007+08:00

SUP PEOPLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .

ok so i know recently got alot of cosplay post in my blog.

It's like my whole entire blog turned into some cosplay shit thing .

Haha sorry to those who hate cosplayers/cosplaying , etcetc

Have been really busy this few days with my sandplay group and all.

Still need a Gaku and my miku and kaito needs to confirm );

Oh well , don't think the event got much people coming , only photoshoot .

Speaking of that, I'm filling up like almost every weekend with shoots .

If not cosplay , it's some other shoots. FML .

Come to think of it, I'm not really contented with life.

My life's full of shit although it may seem like so perfect barbie-doll

-ish.

Like i can't be who I am truly. Always have to put on a fake outer shell shit to cover up

my true feelings and whatnotttttttt .

Heck, I should learn to appreciate my life man.

Here's my life now:

Monday - Friday:

Saturday:

Sunday:

God, sometimes i stress myself in remembering what I have to collect and where.

My memory sucks big time ...

After trying out cosplaying, I realized that I really do love cosplaying and

its not a 'play awhile then get bored of it already' thing.

(Not my quote. Derrick's)

I CANT STOP STARING AT MY CUPBOARD.

It's going more squeezy and way to cluttered since i got my cosplay stuff.

I don't think I can fit anymore costumes in there.

Guess I'll need to clear out my other cupboard ,

which requires me to move my makeup/hair area ...

which I need to make a space for my hair and makeup ...

which i dont have ....

sadly.

OH HEH HOY.

Ok well, ignore all my complains.

I've been complaining too much.

I ♥ ME .

By the way, I've sorta change my shopping lifestyle.

Instead of shopping on livejournal sites and gmarket and H&M and Forever21 and .... ,

I've started shopping on sgcafe.com

-Where all the cosplay costumes are.

LOL . Gawd, imagine me , having no clothes to wear and only cosplay costumes.

Next time u see this siao-zharbor wearing costumes to go town slack.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA .

Eh but really dam nice lor all their costumes.

GRRRRRRRRR Why can't it rain money $.$ ?

SO PRETTAYE COSTUMESSSSS.

Oh i almost forgot.

I've got tons of shoots coming my way and I need find certain costumes asap.

IMMMA NEEEEEEEEEED TO GO SOOOOOOOOON .

Now, ignore the shit below.

I have a sucky memory so need record this down.

And since i'm toooooooooooo lazy to write, i'm just typing it here.

MY JUNKYARDDD.

Ok i'm high now.

Ate too much Frosties and am' having a sugar rush.

FUCK YEAH.

KBYE.

FOR MY REFERENCE:

MONDAY PLANS:

9PM Lakeside, Taman Jurong Opp CC

Vending Machine $20

3.30PM Somerset MRT

Black Shiny Heels $15

SATURDAY PLANS:

Lend Shura Kirigakure costume

SCAPE @ 4pm

2012-01-25T19:38:00.004+08:00

MEH I'm so worn out by school...

When i woke up my mood was super turned down cause

i wanted to facebook badly to checkc on my upcoming cosplay group then

stupid lousy 7-11 phone can't go facebook.

Oh iphone, how i miss you );

So much so, I've just left a few US dollars to save up on and my item can be shipped here.

Saturday just need to remember pass customer all her stuff that's been clogging up my room.

Trololol.

Valentine's Day is coming.

Sadly, no holiday for us Secondary school people D:<

Unfair much ? They should declare it a holiday . We're teenagerrrrrrs.

Oh well, I'll declare it a holiday then. Not going school on 14 Feb god dammit !

Hmms don't know where I'll go though ...

. I'm too lazy to move this picture to the middle <-

waiting for my stitch to arrive in the mail ~

Loves, Melissaaaaaaa

2012-01-24T19:10:00.004+08:00

Happy CNY people!

Didn't post on CNY day itself as I was dam busy.

Now stuck @ grandparents house so nothing to do then blogggggg.

Anyways, i spend like $100 of my hongbao money yesterday ! Pssh but like aiya can enjoy ma.

Hopefully my hongbao money can clear my stuff that i wanna ship from US to here.

Need transfer to paypal >:)

Here's some photos for my Shura Shoot on sat @ Fort canning.

I failed at some shots.

Sorry if i burned your eyes!

2012-01-20T17:01:00.002+08:00

GOD FINALLY SCHOOL'S OVER!

It's Chinese New Year already...

That means $$.

Like finally ! Ever since i made my ibanking and paypal account,

I've spent USD$192.70 already. Which is like SGD$250 ...

(Yes, I know, I'm fucked up)

Lol luckily, CNY came in time so can clear my stuff off once i get my hangbaos.

FML i sound so pathetic :P

HAHAHAH TROLOLOL !

Really love the stuff that i am going to spend USD193 on.

Their freaking pretty and gorg!

Oh btw you guys should sign up for GushCloud.

You just have to post / tweet stuff on your facebook or twitter and they'll give you up

to USD$1 per post!

I've earned $20USD so far and that's the minimum amount I can withdraw into my paypal.

Awesome yo. (Link below in case you're abit blur like i am')

www.gushcloud.com

After school today, i went to get my cosplay sword for shura.

It's really reallyyyyyyyy heavy !

I had to cab home ($ FLY~) cause while walking around, people start staring at me like

imma' kill them with the sword as it's wrapped in newspaper but the tips can see.

So , to prevent myself from another of such idiotic case, i waited 30mins for a cab -.-

Tmr' having reunion dinner.

I don't think i'll have the time to post till wed.

If I'm free I'll definitely post somethin' !

Loves, Melissa

2012-01-18T17:43:00.004+08:00

Dear Gmarket,

Y U NO LET ME WITHDRAW MY MONEY?

I need to pay for my costume tmr ! God dammit.

URGH, whatever. Just came home from school.

Tmr heading to Lasalle School Of The Arts.

Sounds pretty prestigious huh? Wonder what it looks like.

I bet a buck that their students there are super talented!

Anyways am having my first cosplay photoshoot this Sat.

Still haven't got things for it yet !!!!

Pretty stress out. I found someone selling the sword for Shura but it's super ex.

Not only that, I'd still have to get a pair of black high-heeled boots IN 3 DAYS.

FUCK MY LIFE ;(

Hopefully i don't fuck up my first shoot or else it'll be an uber embarrassment.

Yesterday went out with alvin.

Had lots of fun. He really knows how to cheer me up . Haha .

Well, here is shura's picture for reference in case some of you were wondering

what the heck was a shura. Lol.

Loves, Melissa.

2012-01-16T15:55:00.004+08:00

K , not having an iphone sucks real bad.

I miss my iphone ;(

Oh dear god, please strike the person with a bolt of lightning

and return my phone back please !

Well basically had elective module today.

I chose the one where you get to make iphone games.

Contrary to my first paragraph huh?

Also, I've been filling my February & March Holidays with cosplay plans.

Shall write it here in case i forgot !

Cosfest X.2

Cosplaying as: Megurine Luka Sandplay Of The Singing Dragon

Sunday 26th February 2012

1.00pm to 6.00pm

D'Marquee, Pasir Ris Downtown East

Cosfest X.2

Cosplaying as: Megurine Luka Magnet Version

Saturday 25th February 2012

1.00pm to 6.00pm

D'Marquee, Pasir Ris Downtown East

Cosfest XI

Cosplaying as: -Not sure yet-

Saturday 7th and Sunday 8th July 2012

12.00pm - 6.00pm

D'Marquee @ Pasir Ris Downtown East

Photoshoot 1

Cosplaying as: Megurine Luka Default

13 March, Tuesday

12pm

Botanic Gardens

Photoshoot with Cosplankers

Cosplaying as: Panty Transformation

17 March, Saturday

10am - 7pm

Chinese Garden

Hayate No Gotoku Photoshoot

Cosplaying as: Ayumu Nishizawa

-Date not confirmed. Somewhere around June-

-Place unconfirmed as well-

Ao No Exorcist Photoshoot

(Tentative if i'm able to get the wig & sword in time!)

Cosplaying as: Shura

21st January 2012

So i guess that's all.

All i need to get now is Shura's wig + sword and Ayumu's wig and Luka's default .

Which are gonna cost me a bomb ...

Gosh, it's really an expensive hobby but i really love cosplaying :P

Let's just hope that I'll never cosfuck myself or it'll be uber embarrassing !

Loves,

Melissa

2012-01-12T20:21:00.003+08:00

Haven't been posting in here as I've got so much to do!

School's started. Have to balance out my studies and hanging out with' my besties.

Gosh, my homework's startin' to pile up. O levels starting for my Animation class.

Have just started cosplaying.

You can view my pictures under 'misc' but there are only two at the moment.

Will upload more when I've got photoshoots and events and all.

Promise ;)

Changed the layout. Feel that I should break out of my shell.

White color = pureness ?

Anyways, so far I've been enjoying life up till yesterday.

Got pickedpocketed (i'm sure it's a spelling error) .

Those low-life theives took my iphone 4 and my ezlink card.

I was like super upset !

I don't have a phone now and am unable to contact anyone at the moment.

My number's still the same though. Have gotten a new sim card already.

Just need save up for a phone.

Super drama-mama in school nowadays.

Fell over my chair yesterday during ALIVE! lessons.

Wanted to peek at Farah's letter and ended up falling over.

Embarrassing much!

Saturday I'll start my bboy 2 already.

Goshies, I haven't saved up yet ...

Got my Chinese New Year clothes already! Their super gorgeous .

Signing Off,

Melissa

2011-12-18T01:05:00.002+08:00

In view of recent events, Aaron Tan & FadedHolySoldier,

I've finally got my lazy ass up and did a vlog/video response.

Enjoy.

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CLICK HERE TO WATCH MY FAIL VLOG.

2011-11-23T13:16:00.003+08:00

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2011-11-21T19:24:00.005+08:00

Have been really busy the past few days.

I packed my weekends with lotsa stuff to do.

Ok let's see...

On Saturday:

Woked up in the morning (Well 1pm's considered morning to me')

Headed to somerset for bboy class.

Since i DID actually practise, I could do more freezes and all now.

This is what i'm suppose to learn since the first lesson.

The ones with a ✔ are what i can happily say, i PERFECTED it.

1)Baby Freeze✔

2)6 Steps

3)3 Steps✔

4)Shoulder Freeze

5)Chair Freeze

6)Cock screw✔

7)Routine

Not bad huh? ;)

I think i might wanna excel in this dance.

I find bboy super fun and am lovin' it.

Will practise more and (hopefully one day) win a competition ? :P

We'll see ....

After that met up with him and watched immortals.....

I can so totally pass of as 18 right ? :)

After movie was about 2am+

Went home and knocked out.

On Sunday:

Woke up around 2+

Sandra called asking if i wanna head down to the chalet again.

Derrick called asking if i wanna go to movie @ bugis.

2 choices :/

So being a smartass i am (:P) , I combined both together.

Texted sandra to ask her meet me at bugis for movie.

We met up with derrick and jas and watched happy feet 2 3D.

I don't see that much 3D effect.

I DO NOT recommend watching Happy Feet 2 in 3D.

The movie kinda predictable. Kinda boring for teenagers.

Good for families and all.

After that makan @ QQ NOODLE HOUSE.

The food is really cheap!

I ordered a curry chicken claypot @ $5.

The portion can feed 2 chics. So me and sandra split.

Additional 2 bowls of rice is 60cents each.

So $2.50 + $0.60 is $3.10 for a freakin' meal.

And it's super yummmmy !

RECOMMEND !

Cabbed to ehub.

Played 2 rounds of bowling with derrick and jas.

I sucked like hell this time.

After that sandra got bored so pei her find her loverboy.

Then i got bored :/

So headed back to the Orchird bowling there and played somemore.

Jas & Derrick abit kuku already. They total play more then 5 rounds....

Then went home , blahblah.

♥ Derrick & Jas for treating me stuff :/

Feel so bad though.

That's it i guess.

Oh hey updateupdate !

Will be doing vlogs instead of posting here.

I'm just too lazy to type!

Of course will be posting the videos on here as well as my youtube account, xMessyMelissa.

Subscribe ~

2011-11-17T22:52:00.001+08:00

Just went to Jq's chalet. I think i sorta dress like a hooker :/
Hahas but boring uh. Then me , sandra and sabri we bowling. Surprisingly i won. Got 2 strikessss .

After that slack and then go home.
Haha nothing much today uh.
Tomorrow gonna collect re-exam results. Cross fingers ! <-- Fingers fail. Ok whatevsies. Hope i pass the 3 subjects. I know i passes maths already. Awesomeee '!

Anywhos, my mum went on shopping spree again. Look at the nail polish she bought for meh.

2011-11-17T01:58:00.003+08:00

Went to the new mall opp expo mrt.

Actually was the first time riding the mrt there. Kinda cool.

Me and annmay went there to practise bboy. We headed to the top floor. Got a stage there and all. Like a amphitheatre. Then practise halfway started rain like sot.

We go stuck there then finally decided to run. In the end got all wet. After that go makan at Texas Chicken. When walking across the foodcourt , the china stall holders whistle at us then on the left got a group of about 10-15 bangalas all one by one turn their head to stare. I started laughing like crazy then annmay faster walk. They stare like never see girl before. LOL. epic luh. Well here are some pics and idk if i am able to upload the vid but i will when i fix them.

-Updated the pics-

P.S, i forgot i transfer them to my

Computer just now. Will show u tmr !

-Still struggling to move on-

2011-11-15T16:56:00.001+08:00

Did my nails, put on makeup, dress up really nicely and i'm off to wait for someone. Well i'll most probably jubeat while waiting. That's the only thing that stays with me. Am really bored now standing in the mrt. Just got a new dress in the mail today. Actually i ordered wrongly. I didn't want this dress but it turns out to be really pretty. Am gonna keep it. Can't believe i just took that picture :P

2011-11-15T11:40:00.001+08:00

Ok so it's early in the morning.
Woke up cause of a nightmare again.
My dream catcher's not working -.-
Did my nails but kinda failed :/
Had a very awful headache last night thinking so much. Maybe i shouldnt think and care bout anything anymore. No use caring. I'm back to square one. Maybe i should just dissapear awhile. Have already deactivated my facebook anyways. Might as well be a hongster again. Hongsters never get hurt. It's only when you 100% put your love in a fucking guy and then he breaks your heart in a million pieces when you know you can't trust relationships anymore. I think so far i've had 23 failed relationships. When can i meet the guy of my dreams ? Isn't 23 already alot ?! One after another tearing my heart. Even now i don't feel as much hurt as i used to. Maybe it's numb now.

Using phone to blog this.
Will be using my blog instead of any other social networks now.

2011-11-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Will update here more often now.

I've broken up with him cause he cheated on me ... Twice.

We broke up a day after our anniversary.

He said he would give me a surprise.

Well i guess this is the surprise...

It hurts more then before.

I know i'll get over this like freaking soon.

Just need a week filled with nights of alcohol.

My appetite's gone. Having gastric now as i'm writing this.

As usual, i'm crying every night.

The thing that hurts me most is when i caught him, he didn't apologize.

Only after he did and he's only sorry cause he got caught.

He said he love me but i believe he dosen't .

He didn't try to get me back and just let me go.

Fuck ok luh shall stop writing now.

Tears coming into my eyes again.

Goodbye Sabri

Hello Freedom

P.S. ♥ Farah & Annmay for comforting me'

Do visit www.rocknrubble.blogspot.com

Collection 1 launched.

2011-10-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

Hey guys.

Wondering if still any of you reads my blog anymore.

Ohh well ..

I woke up today for school.

Get changed etc,

when i reached school, saw one of my classmates heading home.

I asked him if he was gonna pon school or not.

He said today no school. Then was like seriously ?!

He said yeah and he checked the whole school.

Then i was like wtf and called my mum to pick me.

When my mum came to pick me , she and my maid and i headed to tampines cause we

wanted to queue early for the new iPhone 4s.

We're one of the first few though.

It was quite fast before we got our phones.

Mummy able to get 2 iPhone 4s so she sold 1 of them .

Hopefully i can use the other if i pass my POA & Humans ...

Yada yada.

I'm blabbering again.

Oh i joined something called Badoo.

Kinda fun social networking site.

2011-10-04T19:08:00.001+08:00

Hi babes.

Ok i've started selling cute rings/necklaces made out of perler beads.

Do take a look here https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2064104198927.2100616.1134407285

I do make custom requests.

If you would like to have any character/words or anything at all do

let me know the size and color of it and i'll tell you the price.

I'll be opening up a shop for these as well on Gmarket.

Link to be up soon.

2011-10-03T16:48:00.001+08:00

2011-10-01T23:33:00.003+08:00

Ok i know i haven't post anything in like 4 months.

So i'll update you guys (if there's still a 'you guys' out thr) about what's happening.

So basically yesterday , 30 September 2011 is

THE MOST SUAYYYYYY DAY EVER.

My plan for the day:

School > Home > Serangoon > School > Photoshoot/makeover thing @ Ubi

Started with me coming home from school. Well for once i actually did take the bus

home. The bus from the interchange to my house frequency is like 30mins -.-''

So the bustop was directly opp the traffic light. i was waiting for the traffic light to go green

but my bus, 403, came and i was the fuckkkkk nooooooooooooooooooooo !

it sooo didn't wait for me )=

Well then i went to buy my contact lens cause the next bus is in 30mins.

When i bought already, i checked iris. It said the bus was Arriving.

I was like thefkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk so i RAN LIKE A SIAOZHABOR luckily the bus kana stop at that traffic light then i ran across road and

knock on the bus door to lemmmmeeee innnnnnnnnnn .

When i reached home , i chiong bathe + prepare all these.

Then like I go to the bus stop agn (there's only 1 bus svc here).

Then realise forgot take my form cause needa bring back to schl.

So called my maid bring to bus stop. Ok so like she didn't bring in time so missed the bus )=

Was late alr ma so i try find cab.

Find cab also dont have.

Got avail cabs passed by me then like machiam cannot see me like that.

Nevermind lor , i call cab .

The cab came in less then 2mins. But when it came behind got 1 avail cab -.-

Sua nevermind ~

Head to Serangoon and got my Pyssla/Perler beads (Which is adorable btw)

While walking to the pasir ris mrt, my shoe suddenly start falling apart.

I rush to the dollar thingy and bought 2 super glue.

Then was so paiseh but bobian need fix them on the mrt (Hope i nvr kana stomp)

The ppl in mrt all stare at me then i was like shit la -.-

After that i needed to change mrt to cc line @ paya lebar .

While walking thr , my other shoe fell apart. Ok glued agn .....

Then collect my stuffs alr head to tanah merah to meet farah.

We took a bus to sch then alighted.

While walking in to sch my shoe fell apart agn .

I was soooo pissed. Then farah laughing like shit.

So i head to sit on the pavement and glue my shoe tgt AGAIN.

Also i accidentally glued my toes on the shoe which was fked up .

Headed to macpherson to collect her stuff and then to Ubi.

Reach ubi alr . cannot find the place. walk arnd for an hour .

Which both my shoe totally fell apart cant fix alr .

So i freaking had to WALK BAREFOOTED and stepped on alot of crap.

Paiseh part was when i walked in to the photoshoot/makeover thingy barefooted

then all the girls thr so glam x.x

Then called boyf bring shoes down , makeover , etcetc.

Took bus 63 with boyf home,

When we boarded the bus got 1 malay guy with 1 leg topless holding out his

shirt to my boyf and said in malay 'Want exchange shirt?'

My boyf quickly drag me to the back to the bus.

Then that malay guy like siao ting tong wan.

Keep ask ppl change shirt with him

Then he started harrasing ppl in the bus so everyone moved to the back

of the bus. The bus driver had to call someone idk who.

Then like the bus wasn't moving at all .

Dont know what to do .

Everyone stone for 15mins then he started saying smth over and over agn.

I scared he was chanting smth then i turn to my boyf.

He say the malay guy was saying 'U DIE' over n over agn.

Faster rushed out of bus and everyone followed after.

Walking bk to another bus stop, got 1 bus the size of my pinky finger

landed on me. Then i was halfway crossing road then i screamed like sot.

Dropped all my stuff.

Lucky no car if not gg already.

Had to pee after that.

Then the nearest toilet is a coffee shop.

To summarise it ,

I PEED WHILE NOT TOUCHING THE SEAT (:

Awesome right ?

So like ended my worst day of my life.

Suayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

2011-06-26T17:13:00.002+08:00

School is starting tmw .

AHHH

My nice hair is gonna be black.

Blacker then your asshole.

Yesterday i went to cosfest and dressed up for fun.

Lora & Nabilah made me do it.

Peer pressure ? Haha.

But it's kinda fun since i have a cosplay outfit and it's been lying there doing nothing.

Took some photos too !

2011-06-22T23:43:00.004+08:00

Hi anybody out there who reads my blog.

Which cause like ... i guess nobody does read it.

Anywhos, on Monday , i went to Sentosa beach with kimberlie & farah.

It's kinda fun but we were lost at first.

And it was sooo bloody hot !

Me and farah got to VivoCity first cause kimmy had to do smth.

So we both got bored and naturally, we shopped.

We searched for a bikini for farah cause she lost her's .

Then i bought a dress which cost $15 but it's soo adorable.

Headed to starbucks and get my free mocha thingy. Yum !

We meet kim at the Sentosa LRT entrance.

She did a new tattoo on her shoulder which is pretty!

After that headed to Beach station and snapsnap loads of pictures :O

2011-04-26T22:01:00.005+08:00

Previous post i said i had $600+ to spend right ?

Well within 2 days its gone )=

I'm such a big spender !!!

Went to bugis on 1 of the days .

And yes , being a girl , i shopped till i dropped .

Worth it though . But a whole new different type of clothes .

Not what i normally wear .

On the 21 & 20 April , i went to simei ite as part of my school's weirdo pro

gramme .

It's weird cause like it's just before mid year exams.

Here's what i did ....

This is the T-shirt design competition .

We got 2nd (=

(Meh overall we won !)

This is me happily eating my delicious ite mushroom soup.

It's dam awesome ok ...

Makes my canteen look like bangala's coffeeshop ...

We were 1 group. And 2 people had to do a part of the competition.

Mine's event so that means hair ... makeup ... outfits (HEART) !

Then their CCA's also have pool .

Even if you're not in the CCA you can like play pool for only fudging 3bucks an hour !

It's like almost freeeeeeeee !

This is our group split into different sections ~

GO TEAM THREEEEEEEEEEEE .

(well actually we're 2 . dont know why it's 3 here.)

I don't know what i'm looking at but this picture is aweeesome .

Especially my awesome mascara .

Hmms , i should wear that oftenn ....

2011-04-23T14:13:00.002+08:00

Lol i didnt get ipad .

Instead , i bought new iphone4 and spend the $$600+ on shopping <3

Yesterday i went bugis with my sweetheart .

I bought funny things like straw hat .

When baby wears it looks like his a farmer . HHAHA .

Bought a really short dress (According to sweetie)

Then bought dance shoes . Which cost me $40 bucks .

But okay luh the design . It's jeans material with a kiss mark in the middle .

Kinda cute ><

Now heading out to find my sweetie .

Mum made icecream banana milkshake .

AWESOME .

Gotta go bathe now in case baby starts grumbling @ me (:

2011-04-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

Yay i changed blogskin .

See after all these years i've still got my blogskinning skills ;D

Pish posh ~

I know i've been saying this like a gazillion times but yeah ,

i'm reviving my bloggggy .

Awesome right ?

I'm super excited today .

Cause like you know during December hols ,

A black asshole stole my iphone4 ?

See i got the iphone4 for $100+ only .

Then the police caught that black ass face and i get $800 (=

Imma go get 1 of my desires .

Thats up to you to guess !

Hehe .

ALRIGHT FINE .

I'M SO GETTING AN IPADDDDDD !

You know the electronic sanitary pad thats super hot right now ?

Just kidding !

Well byebye matha fuckas ~

P.S. I am getting an ipad . Not sanitary pad .

2010-12-30T17:30:00.002+08:00

Ok so i haven't updated my blog since like centuries ago .

Kinda needed to mia .

Well my life now basically okay .

It's the December holidays .

Tomorrow's the countdown .

That's basically like the end of 2010 .

2011 ? Don't know what my life will be then .

Still no idea where to go for countdown .

Most probably Cineleisure Scape ?

Smoove organized it so i guess will see some of my friends there .

Anyways , currently attached to Sabri .

Love him loads <3

And yes , i'm still mapling .

Level 121 ? Bishop .

Going get my gene later :D !

I don't feel like going back to school .

I like waking up whatever time i like and dressing whatever i want to wear .

And makeup .

School's boring .

Oh well .

Happy new year guys (:

2010-10-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

Why does it hurts so much ?
After i thought i finally could get over you ,
It all comes back .

That nice warm feeling that i crave so much knowing
I cant get it back .
The times when u make me so happy and now i have
To fake my happiness just to replace the happinese u gave me .

I cant even get into another relationship with anyone anymore .
It all ends the same .

Guess i'll just revert to my old self .
Everytime try to be faithful , loyal , i end up all hurt and crumpled up .
I hate it .
I wont be faithful anymore (:

2010-10-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

ok fine so i decided to revive my blog .

hais i so pathetic . my com down then i only can use my hp post stuff .___.

on thursday night ,
me and baby and his friends go prawning at pasir ris town park . then we bet see who can catch the most prawns . sadly never caught any uh .

lol but we got really drunk ...
then i only remeber i go toilet then got stuck or smth then baby kick down the door . so coooolll .

we also realesed a rat .
it was caught in the trap then i want see what happens when i release the rat ma cause got one cat thr . i think the cat killed it though ...

lol after that baby's friend dare him eat the life worm ....
and sadly he did and kiss me afterwards .____. ''

after that did lots of other crazy stuff then went home . next day me and piggy hangover then like wan die liddat . only ate mash potato .

arghhh 3 more days to blithe ~
quick i wanna go out le luh =(

2010-09-16T21:13:00.003+08:00

HEY GUYS I'M NOT GONNA POST ANYMORE AS SOME ASSHOLE FUCKER OF MINE LIKES TO INVADE MY PRIVACY AND READ MY BLOG .

SO YEAH . TOO BAD I'M NOT GONNA POST .
THE ONLY THING I POST IS FACEBOOK WHICH YOU CAN NEVER GET .
SO STOP INVADING MY PRIVACY (WHICH YOU CANT NOW) AND GET LOST .

2010-09-09T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today was aweeeeesomeeeeeeee .

I went out with family .

In the morning went to visit grandparents .

Then EAT like maddd !

After that we went Sentosa .

It's super fun .

We rode the LUGE + Skyride .

Skyride dam scary than i had to take off my heels .

In case it drop . ><

Halfway during the LUGE my helmet came off .

-.- . Messed up my hair like mad ):

After tha we went makan at foodcourt then go Palawan beach .

We bought a ball than played football .

Guys vs girls . LOL .

Out of my family , only my dad can play .

The rest of us anyhow kick .

I tried to defend the post then i kick the ball straight into my dad's face .

Then my younger bro tried to kick the ball in the goal end up his shoe

fly into his face .

I think i laugh more thn i play .

So girls lost . Then we went to the most Southest part of Continental Asia .

Cool right ?

Tiring .

We all went home then i slept along the way .

2010-09-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

Lazy update luh .

Hmph fine .

Now @ baby's house .

He's sleeping like a pig again .

BLEH .

Yesterday night was fun .

My mum and i went to pasir ris park carpark @ 4am .

Then she thought me how to drive .

So dam cool .

Lol there was a couple there then they halfway kissing saw me driving

stun tio .

So funny .

My mum and i decided that she teach me driving so when i'm 18 ,

exactly on my birthday i just take the dam exam and pass it (:(:

Ah i got tuition in half an hour ...

Meh i go late (:

I go wake the pig up nowww .

2010-08-17T23:32:00.002+08:00

ARGH .

I hate school :l

It's boring ttm leh .

Hmms , need to find something to make it interesting ...

Went shopping just now .

Bought wallet and 2 bags then total like $100+ ><

Me and my mum went mad @ isetan .

Sale mah (:

Need to practice my cwalk more .

I totally forgot about it .

Anyways , those fuckers at the tagboard .

I only got 1 thing to say , what's your asshole problem ?

Anything you might need to discuss with me ?

Immature .

This few days feeling down a little .

My health sucks .

Face so pale then my ribs duno what happen .

So many gastric and crap .

Hmms , i guess i need stay healthy .

Eat more fruits (:

I hate veggies though ...

Now i'm talking nonsense already .

Bored ):

Singapore nothing to do already .

Maple boring .

Real life boring .

Shopping still rocks .

Sleeping boring .

Eating okok luh .

Facebook talk cock only .

Watch tv boring .

I LOVE PINKPINKPINKPINK !

2010-08-06T19:31:00.001+08:00

4 days holiday <3

Shiok .

But got gastric ):

Anyways , i entered a cosplay competition .

Vote for me @ facebook .

But must like the Teenage Magazine first .

Then can click 'like' on my picture to vote :D

http://www.facebook.com/kandiedx?v=wall&story_fbid=1373952545567&ref=notif&notif_t=feed_comment#!/photo.php?pid=6131871&id=301171304552&ref=fbx_album

2010-07-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

Dear wai puo ,

I don't know if you can understand / read english but my Chinese fail ...

Maybe you can ask someone up there to translate ?

Thanks for your love .

When i was going out ,

you gave me money always .

When i didn't come home .

You wonder and ask mummy where m i .

The last thing you said was to come home early .

I'm sorry since i grew up i didn't spend so much time with you .

Or even talked to you much when you stayed at our house .

But now your gone and there's nothing i can do .

It's part of life and death but still ...

It hurts .

Your death was so sudden ...

I missed your smile .

Promise to remember me ?

Hope your happy .

2010-07-21T00:22:00.002+08:00

Boo !

Ok i just came home from my 4days "homeless"thing .

Had fever , burned my finger + gastric .

But overall fun .

I worked & got $80 but that night went boat quay then all fly away !

LOL .

Dammit didn't go sch .

Tmw must go sch & study really hard alr .

shitzxc .

Anyways i cut-ed my hair spike + put pink extensions .

It rocks now .

But tmw need hide the extensions or smth .

If not i'm dead .

Hais , things so complicated now .

Baby ah drink less and take care of your health can already uh .

Hahas , baby dye hair until like anime character D:

Hmph wait i go private sch or poly see my hair dammmm niceee !

2010-07-18T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hais my life suddenly turned for the worst .

So complicated .

My parents disowned me .

Then like now struggling to survive .

I think i need to go work alr .

Now @ sandra's house .

Twinneh always thr for me <3

Haiyo tmw got sch somemore .

Almk .

LOL , idk what im gng to do with my extension + i cut spikeee ! :D

k bahs .

i tink nid rest up & plan for tmw .

Byes .

2010-07-15T00:48:00.001+08:00

Ugh , going town so much these few days .

Tiring but fun .

Kinda sian everyday slack @ bedok / east area already .

Bored .

Think imma sleep now .

Tmw still got sch ley .

2010-07-10T19:16:00.003+08:00

Hey all .

So after ytd's headache and last night's dream ,

(Ugh , i sleeping oso can't stop thinking about it)

I decided to start new "life".

No more steads .

I still love him though ...

Hard to forget those 7months worth of memories .

But of course my friends are still Loved

So i just started cwalking .

Really hard .

I sprain n fell just now x.x .

But got improvement .

Mayb after a month or so i post a video here showing u my cwalk ?

Now too noobie alr :x

Anyways , i created a new Youtube account .

(since i forgot my xSugaryKiss's account ><)

Sub to me & add as friend .

Probably making a few mmvs here and thr .

iBlackHearts ♥

2010-07-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

Your fucking attitude sucks .

You think i'm what ?

Your dog ?

I controlling my temper for duno how fucking long alr .

I can't take it .

You seriously treat me like just some fucking piece of toy or wad .

Happy play with me .

Not happy throw me away .

Now that i think about it , i rather stay single .

No more guys controlling me or whatever .

I can do what i want with my own lifee .

It's much more fun without any boyfriends anyways .

Hang out with girlf , go free shopping , drinking , clubbing .

No one to nag at me or scold me .

So just fuck off .

2010-07-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

Ahh ok , my old blogskin corrupted . LOL .

So i changed to new one .

Like it ?

The music nice too .

But emoemo .

Represents my mood D:<

Anyways , ytd went tamp watch Eclipse .

Damn romantic .

Awwww .

Ok today nvr go sch .

I stand up my head headache straight away .

It hurts :<

I forgot what i bang alr but i fought ><

Haisss , my maple spammer dced .

WTFZXC . brb .

2010-07-04T13:32:00.002+08:00

Sian ltr must go esplanade for duno wad mega concert .

Confirm i sleep !

Lols , the sch say must wear either dress or skirt .

Wtf . i no dress or skirt .

Thn must spent my thursday & friday shopping .

I bought 3 dresses actually .

But using the black one + my high heels .

Hais , i now like stoning at home .

dam sianzxc .

Ytd night my frens come my house watch stupid world cup .

Then i so bored over thr drink alone like emo kia liddat sia .

-.- !

Sian now finding people go town slackslack .

Then i can straight go esplanade <3>

I'm gng to wear a dress ltr ...

Lol , i tink i since p2 stop wearing dresses alr leh !

HAHA . Aiyo i oso nid update my fb pic .

So old alr . I change so much liao . LOL .

MY HAIR IS BLACKBLACKBLACKBLACK !

Dammit .

2010-06-27T20:23:00.001+08:00

Sian die leh .

Tmw sch reopening .

Then just dye back hair but the black is dam black .

Then my hair so shiny :DDDD

Plus abit blue-ish black .

Hais , sch suck man .

Bored .

D: -'-

2010-06-22T22:00:00.002+08:00

I'm sick . NOO D:

Got fever n dam bad sore throat .

Hais , these few days no time to post cause went out alot [:

Ok let's see ...

I went universal studio .

It was dam fun .

If u go thr first ride u must try is the Egyptian roller coaster .

But if the bigbig roller coaster opens , go thr first .

Too bad when i go thr still close .

But also got bad things happen luh .

ME n sly broke up .

7 months gone ):

Ok dun think so much .

WEe , my laptop can work agn . ok i go change com .

2010-06-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

NABEHS CB .
This morninq just came back from lockup ):
Cause of the stupid thing above .
I got 2 thn without the keychain thing .
It's around as big as my hand thn can wear .

Story after that ...
Sian luh , ytd went bugis after bugis on the way back ,
i went gamerz (lan) at elias ma .
Find alpha awhile .

The system down so can't on com play maple D:
Went mac , thn come back thr sit down see them play dota n makan .
Then showed alpha 2 thing look like knuckle duster but is Naruto thing
my didi bought . LOL .
He deesiaosiao go take 1 thn mai gimmi back .

Then suddenly got 1 guy @ door standing ask everybody get out .
Then we like wtf ?
Then he take out his wallet say what he CID .

When whole lan go out that time must stand 1 row .
They spot check the guys nia .
Then 1 msia girl(Joceyln) ask me what happen thn i explain to her .

Aplha lagi jialat .
He before that taking things thn he talk sibeh seh .
Then handcuff him thn make him squat down .

They go spot check alpha thn found the knife .
Then they ask all the guys to squat take out everyth .
Me n joceyln kana check by 1 zhabor CID .
They found the other knife with me thn handcuff me n jocelyn tgt .

Then me alpha n jocelyn go inside CID car
while rest go into van .

When reach bedok hq ,
the CID let us finish eating my mac :D

Then we all go holdinq room .
They handcuff us onto the bar thn we over thr playing .

Girls n guys separate room .
Then me n jocelyn talktalk thn eat free cup noodle .
We waited from 9pm-4am .
Alpha at the guys holding sian like hell .
Then he started shouting my n jocelyn's name .
Then sometimes we respond by making the handcuff hit the bar noise or
just "SHHHH" .

After awhile i go make statement thn they bring me to this stupid cell alone .
Then tio lockup .
The cell got 1 toilet sia .
Then drinking water u press 1 button alot of water shoot out on the floor .
Damn fun . Keep playing with it .

After sian alr i hear those other people at diff cell talking .
Then fold heart shape n plane .
Then finally the police come let me out say my parents can bail me out le .
Go out go home SLEEEPPPP !

But sian 24 need go back .
Hope i wun kana anyth ba .

2010-06-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

WEEE , sat & sun went Iluma for ASGF [:

Actually sat when with my guild members .

Then fuckinq sian .

Then sun i went cause bibi angry i went ma .

Then nvr tell him .

So i decided to go all the way to bugis buy

2 Cute Polar Bear Chair for him & me :D

Tired sia .

This morninq arnd 4 went to xfire .

Then meet bi n ahyonq n DaddyQQ .

I STRONGLY ADVICE IF YOU GO CROSSFIRE ,

BRING 2 JACKETS .

I frozed thr .

After that went yong house in the morninq with bi .

Then we all slp like 1 FATTY PIGGGG D:

Then wake up slackslack , i go home [:

2010-06-02T00:59:00.002+08:00

WTF LA .

Got 2 crow attacked me yesterday on the way to find baby .

After my netball training .

The crows bully me .

Keep making my hair !

I think they jealous my hair too chio alr luh !

HMPH .

Haiyo , bibi suddenly go msia sia ):

Sadded .

Friday thn come back .

I ROT UH !

Miss him !!! D:

FASTER COME BACK U FUCKING PIGTOOT !

2010-05-27T23:21:00.002+08:00

As you all know in my fb ,

- (̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅() ڪے. <--- Baby's NextAng giving me sorethroat + flu !

But now left sorethroat abti nia .

Holidays lo .

I just self-cut my hair .

NICEE :D

I planning first thing tmw morninq , go salon ,

dye hair .

Dye pink at the longest part of my hair then slowly fade from bottom to top :D

Tmw updatee & post pic on blog kayzxc ?

Bye.

2010-05-21T14:22:00.002+08:00

Ytd went cantoment confirm the stupid statement .

After that i went SGH go check up .

Sian sia . i tio injection .

Actually more of outjection .

Cause they took out my blood T.T

Pain sia .

Now can't bend my arm fully cause pain .

After that my mum brought me go bugis

shopshop to cheer me up .

Then went home , went sch , blah .

Ehh , my Lit got 74 :DDDDD

my overall for CA + MID YEAR is 64% ):

But i think cfm my MID YEAR 55% >

Means can get 5k .

Means i go shop more !

Aiya , damn sian luh .

Moodless today .

2010-05-18T23:55:00.003+08:00

LOL , i just help nat get rid of this

irritating bitch .

RED = ME :D

PURPLE = HER

5/18/2010 10:52:41 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

nat die alr luh .

5/18/2010 10:52:47 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

why so kanchiong ?

5/18/2010 10:52:55 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

i not nat .

5/18/2010 10:54:00 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Because if you weren't Natair, you wouldn't be so hesistant.

5/18/2010 10:54:19 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

i not nat u dun believe i webcam u

5/18/2010 10:54:30 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Okay.

5/18/2010 10:54:37 PM Starting a Video Call with {Ally, [Dreams,]

... End call (Alt+Q)

5/18/2010 10:55:23 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

5/18/2010 10:55:50 PM

You have canceled the Video Call.

5/18/2010 10:56:13 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I didn't end it,you did

5/18/2010 10:56:41 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

fine .

5/18/2010 10:56:44 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

What ?

5/18/2010 10:56:44 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

u nvr accept .

5/18/2010 10:56:47 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I did.

5/18/2010 10:57:01 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] accepted your Video Call.

End call (Alt+Q).

5/18/2010 10:57:06 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

can see alr ?

5/18/2010 10:57:32 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Are you a girl ?

5/18/2010 10:57:34 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

duh .

5/18/2010 10:57:51 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Why didn't you say so ?

5/18/2010 10:57:53 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

=.="

5/18/2010 10:58:12 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

cause i need to change com to webcam u ._.

5/18/2010 10:58:18 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

n that wasted time .

5/18/2010 10:58:30 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Oh, right.

5/18/2010 10:58:44 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

so believe me now ?

5/18/2010 10:59:13 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Uhm, still hesitating a little on something,

5/18/2010 10:59:20 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

uhm , what ?

5/18/2010 10:59:26 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Is Natair popluar in your class ?

5/18/2010 10:59:38 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

yeah .

5/18/2010 10:59:50 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

he in school most popular guy.

5/18/2010 11:00:26 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

but last month on 14 he kana accident.

5/18/2010 11:00:38 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Well, you sure don't sound like you just now.

5/18/2010 11:00:44 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

then most of the sch went to his funeral

5/18/2010 11:00:52 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

sound?

5/18/2010 11:01:13 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

You sounded a whole lot like Natair just now, now you sound more like you.

5/18/2010 11:01:25 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

just now is me

5/18/2010 11:01:28 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

._.

5/18/2010 11:01:38 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

if i don't act like him how will people believe me just now

5/18/2010 11:01:50 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

cause i need tell all his msn contacts that he went on

5/18/2010 11:02:44 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

So, are you in love with Natair ?

5/18/2010 11:03:04 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

ya i love him but he ...

5/18/2010 11:03:06 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

so idk

5/18/2010 11:03:17 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

No wonder,

5/18/2010 11:03:25 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

anyway he in sch very shuai so alot of girl like him

5/18/2010 11:03:43 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

You think he's handsome ? Seriously ?

5/18/2010 11:03:47 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

5/18/2010 11:04:07 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Wow, okay,

5/18/2010 11:04:13 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

why?

5/18/2010 11:04:18 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Nothing,

5/18/2010 11:04:36 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

u think he shuai anot?

5/18/2010 11:04:44 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Honestly nope.

5/18/2010 11:05:25 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

But I admire you, it takes a lot out of a person to help someone they love even though that person doesn't love them back.

5/18/2010 11:05:57 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

nat loves me also

5/18/2010 11:06:05 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

actually we planning to stead

5/18/2010 11:06:06 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

but

5/18/2010 11:06:10 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

u knw

5/18/2010 11:06:44 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I thought Natair loves Rachel ?

5/18/2010 11:07:18 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

i dun think rachel is good enuf for him

5/18/2010 11:09:41 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

so u believe me now ._.

5/18/2010 11:10:26 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

No, Natair isn't good enough for Rachel,

5/18/2010 11:10:34 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

He's serisouly every girl's dream in your school ?

5/18/2010 11:10:54 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

5/18/2010 11:11:05 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

he in picture look normal but in rl very shuai

5/18/2010 11:11:20 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I've seen him before in real life.

5/18/2010 11:11:43 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

got meh?

5/18/2010 11:11:51 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

means u blind.

5/18/2010 11:12:27 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Oh yeah, tell me about it, I didn't notice that Natair is the most handsome boy in your school.

5/18/2010 11:12:37 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I'm blind yeah,

5/18/2010 11:12:49 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

tell u abt wad?

5/18/2010 11:13:07 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

It's an expression =.=

5/18/2010 11:13:24 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

can dun talk to me in so chim eng?

5/18/2010 11:13:27 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

.___.

5/18/2010 11:13:46 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I'm sorry,

5/18/2010 11:15:01 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Yeah, so sorry for not noticing how handsome natair is. If it was an insult to all of you.

5/18/2010 11:15:13 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

who is the all?

5/18/2010 11:17:14 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Could you stop nudging me ?

5/18/2010 11:17:23 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

why cannot?

5/18/2010 11:17:34 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

It's annoying.

5/18/2010 11:17:39 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

ur problem

5/18/2010 11:17:46 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I'm answering you, aren't i ?

5/18/2010 11:17:51 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

ya slow /

5/18/2010 11:17:58 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Because I am studying

5/18/2010 11:18:10 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

studying? exam over alr study lan luh

5/18/2010 11:18:22 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

My exams aren't over yet.

5/18/2010 11:18:34 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

lol, ur exam whn?

5/18/2010 11:18:40 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

aiya exam dunnid study wan

5/18/2010 11:18:45 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

study waste time

5/18/2010 11:19:07 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

This one is my last paper, and yes I do need to study,

5/18/2010 11:19:17 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

why ur eng so chim!

5/18/2010 11:19:39 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Uhm, this ain't chim yet.

5/18/2010 11:19:47 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

it is to alot of people

5/18/2010 11:20:04 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Okay, I'm sorry, I'll make my english less chim alright ?

5/18/2010 11:20:47 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Look, I'm sorry for not believing your Natair story, and I'll pay my respects to him.

5/18/2010 11:21:20 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

knn the people anyhow langa him

5/18/2010 11:21:23 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

all pajiao wan like u

5/18/2010 11:21:47 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I see, well you must have liked him alot huh ?

5/18/2010 11:22:02 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

ya thats last time now i got stead alr <--

5/18/2010 11:22:11 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

but still treat him as brother

5/18/2010 11:23:01 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Oh, no wonder, you were so sad, anyway, good that you have a stead and I'll try to talk to Rachel about this okay >

5/18/2010 11:23:07 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

n nat told me in the hospital,he hope that rachel can forgive him

5/18/2010 11:23:37 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

I thought you said that he couldn't make it to the hosptal/

5/18/2010 11:23:59 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

ya the ambulance come alr,

5/18/2010 11:24:05 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

they put him inside,

5/18/2010 11:24:12 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

thn i went inside too

5/18/2010 11:24:17 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

but when we near hospital,

5/18/2010 11:24:22 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

his heartbeat stopped

5/18/2010 11:24:29 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Oh,

5/18/2010 11:24:41 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Can I ask you something ?

5/18/2010 11:24:44 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

sure?

5/18/2010 11:24:56 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Is he a prince ? or something like that ?

5/18/2010 11:25:40 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

is like his great grandfather is thailand king's cousin

5/18/2010 11:25:47 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

so it makes him sort of a prince

5/18/2010 11:26:16 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Oh, I see, well, sorry for not believing you earlier.

5/18/2010 11:26:21 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

nbm

5/18/2010 11:26:24 PM {Ally, [Dreams,] You're The Reason That I Breathe

Wei Yang right ?

5/18/2010 11:26:43 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

5/18/2010 11:27:45 PM You're The Reason That I Breathe {Ally, [Dreams,]

FUCK U

*Logs off*

2010-05-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

Lol ok i just woke up .

Just now come back from school straight toh & slp [:

Just now in sch , got race ma .

MY group kuku sia .

We never take bus at all .

All the way walk .

Somemore from ... Chijmes walk to Fort canning (then got lost) then go

the oldest museum in singapore (the museum damn new lorh .___.)

Then back to Fort canning to search and lastly , the esplanade .

Freaking tiring !

After that we all went mac makan .

Thn i shop abit .

Thn we reach sch late ><

But super fun . LOL .

Run like siao gao when bus behind us .

So tmw taking back exam papers .

Don't feel like gng to sch ...

LAZY N MY LEGS ACHING D:

Mayb i go meet bibi tmw instead ...

See how first bah .

2010-05-15T01:16:00.002+08:00

2 more days till 6month <3

Today just ended exam ,

Then went out like mad .

Just to clarify some brainless "humans" @ tagboard .

THIS IS MY BLOG NOT UR BLOG .

WHAT I POST HERE CONCERNS U MEH ?

PFFT , OK LUH SMKING BAD & STUFF BUT

ARE YOU MY MOTHER OR FATHER ?

NO RIGHT ?

THEN ?

NO HANDS TO CLOSE THE BLOG UH ?

TSKTSK . OR I THINK YOU WORMS ARE BRAINLESS .

CAUSE LIKE EVERY COMMENT I SEE IS THE SAME JUST THAT

U GUYS REPHRASE IT ?

DUMB FOLLOW DUMB ._.

LOLL .

PLUS I ALR ASK U QUESTIONS ,

WHY DUNWAN ANSWER ? OR U BWG LANLAN ALR ?

NTH TO SAY UH ?

PLEASE LUH , I THINK COMPARE STUDIES I CAN BE SO MUCH

BETTER THEN U WORMS .

SO I ASK AGN , WAN TAG SOMEMORE ?

WUJI PUT NUMBER .

DON'T BE SOME PATHETIC SAD LITTLE DOG STARING AT A COM

SCREEN AND TYPING CRAP .

YOU LIKE TO SCOLD PEOPLE SO MUCH ?

I CAN ENTERTAIN U [:

JUST PUT NUMBER I CALL U LUH .

OSO NOT ASKING U TO CALL ME .

I TOO KIND ALR ._.

ACTUALLY I CAN JUST FREAKING BAN U ALL BUT

ENTERTAINING LUH .

I'M SO TOUCHED TO SEE PEOPLE ACTUALLY COME TO MY BLOG

EVERYDAY AND POST SOMETHING LONG N THEY PUT THEIR FEELINGS

INTO IT :D

Wuji put number la fuck -'-

2010-05-08T13:08:00.002+08:00

Sian ytd went tm with wanida & nat .

Then we played jubeat until sian .

Thn me n nat at the same time decided to pierce our ear .

LOL . thn went century square the bluez go n pierce .

Nat so scared must me go first .

But ok luh .

School i can cover easily but idk if nat can ma .

But exam period so only go sch 1h-1h.30min then zhao .

Haiz ytd canotoment called me .

say i 17may need come back + checkup .

life sucks .

Totally no mood lorh .

Somemore bibi everyday got taiji .

can't meet him at all .

He come back ask him call me he never .

mayb he tired ba .

But idk . Miss him ...

2010-05-07T11:16:00.002+08:00

Sian , bibi now gng cantoment .

HOWHOWHOW ?

Haiz , must wait lorh T.T

Now gng tamp ;

PLAY ARCADE <3

JUBEAT ROCKS .

WAVEHOUSE EVENT @ JUNE 11

TICKETS @ $25 EACH :D

2010-05-05T15:41:00.002+08:00

Fucked up .

Fuck life . Fuck love . Fuck family .

Forget it .

I not studyinq .

Retain thn retain .

Those fuckinq people @ tagboard kpkb

u not happy just say if not diam .

I no mode alr .

ltr go arcade vent my anger on the jubeat machine sua .

2010-05-02T12:12:00.002+08:00

GAH . Exam on tuesday !

Must get 55% overall .

Then can get $5k !

If i get 5k ...

1. Go brinq bibi eat high class de - $100+

2. Go shoppinq - $300+

3. Buy maple 1b - $100

4. Buy 100k acash - $110

5. Buy bibi a handphone that works D: - $300+

6. Buy all sims2 & sims3 game - $100

So total is ...

$1,010 . Then still left 4k ._.

Put in bank <3

2010-04-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

Ah , i sick ._.

Halfway during science my stomach damn damn pain .

Then i walking to sick bay hor .

Nearly fainted ,

cause @ canteen damn noisy but suddenly

noise fade thn i cant feel my legs + my vision got colour colour D:

Then i run to sit down .

Then went home .

Anyways , upcominq event @ SEVEN !

COUP DE PARTY II: WE TAKIN' OVER

1ST MAY @ SEVEN 8.30PM - 3AM

TICKETS @ $22 EACH .

CONTACT 90625802 FOR DETAILS .

2010-04-22T14:05:00.002+08:00

Exam coming le .
And if i don't pass i'll retain .
So i plan to study 2h everyday :D

Thats why i nowadays very less on com worh ><

2010-04-18T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th baby <3
Well actually is ytd but nevermind :D

You my longest stead sia !

Today so fun .
EHEHEH , i now downloading private server .

Bi ah actually , i wan buy u ring juz now .
But u mai come whitesands thn idk ur finger size .
Like 2x my size sia !
PIGTOOT !

Haha Lovedieyou luh ! <33333333

2010-04-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

Our 5th's is tomorrow .
16November2009 till now & still lasting !

Haiz , we celebrating on Saturday cause tmw i got CID interview .
Baby just now went to bedok hq .
I don't know whats happening .
He just now call me & say he might get lock up .
Really worried .
Fcuk life , fcuk world .

I swear if you really go in ,
i dunwan stay this house anymre le .
I go work , quit sch .
Idc if next time i suffer .
Suffer jiu suffer lorh .
tmd .

Bi , please cor me soon .
Damn anxious & worried .

2010-04-11T18:27:00.001+08:00

CCB MY AUDI LAG DIE LUH .
But finally lvl :D
19 <3

Hahas .
Sian worh .
Kampua sian .
Miss bibi .
They @ kemb lan duno having fun i alone .
Nehmind tmw can go kaikai liao .

Swee .
Wahahs .
Bi ah 5 more days .
Crap luh . My time management sucks .
I dun tink can gib bibi the surprise in time .
Fcukzxc .

Idc diedie musst give him the surpriseeeee .
& i not gng CID interview on my 5th month for all i care _l_

<3 Baby .

2010-04-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

Ok i am never gng to fort canning EVER again !
I cannot say what happen .
Just that i 100% wun go fort canning .
Or any place that is haunted .

Sian , after that went to era with baby .
Tried to forget smth .
In the end , i got to cold and tired i went home .
Slept till 6pm >.<

Haha ,
sian , audi gng level !
19 <3
Chiong liao .
Maple i oso chiong .
ltr bibi overtake me i die T.T

2010-04-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

Sian this whole week super duper busy .
Tmw got outing + cca .

So after sch , got hionghiong training till 6 ,
thn frm 6 - midnight .
Go fort canning .

The other time postponed cause cher sick .
RAWR , idc ! I hope he sick tmw .
I dunwannnnnnn gooooooo !

baby , 8 more days !

2010-04-04T06:32:00.002+08:00

Decided to upload new pic here cause like
that pic super lonq aqo <---

This few days very stressed .
Fucked up .
No mood to go to school anymre .
But i never go for a few days already .
Mon must go .

Now it's like ...
6.30 am .
I cant sleep .

Everyday since that day ,
i have no apetite to eat although i'm starving now .
I can't sleep although my eyes are closing now .
I think of you every second .
I cry everyday .
I miss you ...

Really stressed ...
Those idiotic people in tagboard saying cock stuff ,
i no time to entertain u .
So i'll just ban . I lazy type anyth for u ba .

I can't add in additional stress to me already .
If not i might as well explode on the spot .

I can't tell you why im stress about also .
If only i can tell someone other then him .
A girl who can tell me what to do ...

I guess i'll just maple & audi all the way .

2010-04-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

Baby ...
I'm sorry .
I miss your voice .
I love you .
Don't fade away .

I don't want this to happen again ,
it's happened before ...

Please , don't go .
If you really diedie go in , i will wait for you .
Right here .

I swear to god for this .

If you go in , more than 5years ,
i will get myself in oso to wait for you .
So i will tiongxim to you .

I wan quit sch .
Sch's a waste of time .
It just bloody fck .
I will quit or get myself expelled .
Idc anymre .

I just want you ....
Please contact me ..
I really miss you .

2010-03-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

LOL , omg .
The funniest thing just happened .

My dad was walking home frm the park ,
he saw my neighbor's tree on fire .

Then he just call 999 say there's a little tree on fire , want come down to take
a look ?

Then hor less then 5mins ltr ,
3 police car arrived , 1 BIG fire engine , 2 civil defence car come .
Siao gao . LOL .

Then they ask how go in ?
My dad say climb fence lo .
Then they sibeh excited go climb the fence .

After the tree put out ,
i went to see .
The tree left tree trunk thn chao da wan .
The fire engine people all staring @ it using torchlight like some idiot .

Sibeh funneh sia .
But these prove singapore fire engine people very efficient .
LOL .

Next time anyth i sure call 999 first .
They tiao jui alot sia .

2010-03-24T20:34:00.003+08:00

He broke up with me again ..
Haiz , i guess he dosent love me anymre .
Mayb he loves another girl .

i won't stop him if thats what he want .
He will be happier with any other girl thn me
since my attitude got problem .

I just wish he would go home whr he's safe .
No one can harm him ...
Sleeping peacefully .

But i can't stop the dreams i'm having .
It's fucking irritating .
Every morning wake up to find it was just a dream/nightmare
and for the rest of the day , i have no mood at all ...

just now want find him brinq him eat also got wrong .
I concern he nvr eat 2days nia .

Somemore just now not my fault i call him late .
Sandra whack jw thn jw go to her mummy cry n call police ._.
Fucking retarded .
Waste of my time .

Haiz , let fate be ba .

2010-03-22T02:08:00.001+08:00

Sian holiday end so fast sia .

Later sch start alr .
Now 2am ...

Haiz , i eat my magimee le go slp liao ba .
So tired .
So bored .

2010-03-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Today me & baby 4month month-nivarsy .
Ah hell idk how spell .

4months ley ,
longest r/s i had lo .
Somemore bibi today treat me so well uh .
Love die you la .

Sian lo .
Tmw got netball thn after that go find bibi .
Holis here alr .
but 1 week nia .

Wait i june holiday dye hair agn .

Haiz , bi ah . u musst save moneh luh .
pok alr still cab . u got printing machine at home ah ?
print money for u sibo ?

PIG TOOT !

2010-03-15T14:51:00.006+08:00

Audition Perfect Hack

Instructions for Windows Vista and Windows 7
1) Open the perfecthack.exe. (Make sure to run as admin)
2) Open Audition SEA.
3) In game press F3 to turn it on.

Instructions for Windows XP

1) Get an injector that will auto inject (I will not supply you with one.
2) Select the 'PerfectHack.dll' for injection
3) Open the perfect hack.exe.
4) Open Audition SEA and press F3 in game to turn it on.

Click here to download.
(Download winrar first)

Lol , just played with GMHotFudge .
But sad must exit luh .
I using hack . >< .

2010-03-13T23:17:00.001+08:00

tired sia .
juz came home from whole day of "fun" .

Morning must wake up go my school carnival .
Not bad leh my class .
Sell all of our food .
Bo stock le ! ;D

then after carnival went ws arcade , go pasir ris park then downtown East .
Just play jubeat till shiok sia . LOL .

i lazy post luh .
my fb sot bodoh . cant in .

i go audi / maple / sim le .

2010-03-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

ROMP5 - ZIRCA + REBEL . TICKETS @ $25 EACH INCLUSIVE OF DRINKS . CONTACT 90625802 / theverylastkiss@hotmail.com for tickets ! SPREAD :D

2010-03-08T01:06:00.004+08:00

7March is my bday .
So you wondering how was it ?
The chalet okok ba .
2 storey , but dirty ><>

Now for my thank you[s] !

Nat/Larissa for the present ;D Dylan for the chocolate ! Sylvester , jeremy & those who kup moneh by vodka for me .

Thanks all of the below for attending [:
Sylvester Sandra Ryan Larissa Dylan (sec1) Jeremy JQ Weili Danny Dylan(18) Xavier Alex Alex girlf Sam Sam girlf Louis Kelly Veron Jiachi Myself Ahhui ? & those who i missed out ><

Because of you all ,
i had the best day of my lifee :D

2010-03-05T22:42:00.000+08:00

Tmw's my chalet .
Booked the best chalet for all my friends <3
2 storey , infront of the sea .
Swee ?
Hope it turns out right :/

I trust you baby .
You're not this kind of person .
But it just hurts to see you so close with her .
I'm human also , i do get jealous .

You say she like you ?
Can i go tio her ?
I scared she hong dao u leave me ...
Or i guess you already did ...

Baby , imagine , i everytime go out with my ex .
Then i say i break with u le .
Then my ex ask for patch , i say hope so .
You'll feel jealous also right ?

Maybe things will be better tomorrow .
Having headache now >< .
Haiz , i love you mre than she does .

2010-03-01T19:03:00.004+08:00

My bday this sun !
Weee .

March rocks to the max ley !

I openinq chalet this sat & sun .

Venue : Downtown East
Time : Saturday 7pm - Sunday 12noon .

Party whole night uh .
Now got 1 prob ...
How m i gng to buy the drinks ...

2010-02-25T20:57:00.002+08:00

Haha , my fren showed me this vid n its super
funneh .

I knw cny over le .
And i left $40 alr .
Sad . Sobs .

nbm , my bday cominq hor ! D:

2010-02-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

Eew , cross country this friday sia ._.
Last year ok luh .
Run @ east coast .

This year leh ?
Run esplande there ? wtf ?
Why wan qo town juz to run ?
Ltr people see sweaty kids runninq here & thr .
eeyerr .

Nbm , must win shenqyao can liao !
Last year hor ...
Finishinq line juz ahead nia .
Then he behind me .
He suddenly chionq bodoh .
Wahlau . no fair . CHEAT D:

idc this year i must win ryan , shenqyao , daniel , shaun & benjamin :D
Prepare to lose luh u 5 .

I every mon & fri nid run 10 rounds arnd sch hor ..
Which is like ... 3km .
Then cross country also 3km .
Wahaha .
Got advantage sehh [:
Nehneh ni pupu !

Baby ah , mai do wad i tell u not to do alr luh .
u promise ah ...
Rmb , if i see u doin-inq that thinq aqn ...
1week , everyday come find me i gib u fruits & vege .

Actually oso qood for health ma .
Stay healthy ! LOL .

Ahsua , i qo do hw .
or slp or maple .

14 year old play maple qot wronq ah ?
Law sibo ? Call police lo .
I wan play wad can u do sia ?

2010-02-22T20:36:00.001+08:00

Eeyer , i qot headache luh ._.

Sian lorh .
Tmw qot netball coach cominq .
Sure hionq 1 .
Sure si one .

10 rounds ley .
Cannot walk .

Lol , i found bibi alr .
dunnid worry or sad <3
His mine forever :D

Aiya , today also sibeh sian .
Borinq . Bored . Boredom .
At least qot bibi pei can liao [:

Frm today onwards , im qnq moniter bibi's food .
Everytime vomit .
Worry ley .

Bi must eat fruits n veggie liao .
Hmm , arbo i everyday deliever food i make to ur hse ?
I cook for u aimai ?
Nice one , wun stomach ache .
swee [:

Haha , i qo audi , maple liao .

SugaryKiss & sly125
forever loveddd .

2010-02-20T18:30:00.001+08:00

Baby , will last night be the last time i hear your voice ?
Please don't leave me just like that .

I'll wait for you .
3 years is nothinq .

Just promise me , after you come out ,
search for me .

This blog will always be here .
Find me here ...

2010-02-18T21:28:00.002+08:00

Lol , i lazy post .

Anyways , maple weddinq cominq soon .
msn me for invite[:

Haiz , bibi qo drinkinq aqn .
Here zhabor voice laughing at background .
I also duno why .
Nbm ba , trust him lorh .

If relationship bo trust than what's a relationship for ?

Tagboard people , u all can qo honqqan luh .
My post got say ur mother father die ?
I owe u $1,000 ?
Must come bark soooo much .

But hor , thanks for entertaining n cominq here everyday .
So touched sehh .

Baby , i worried for ur court case .
You next time come do paikia thinqs aqn hor ,
i make sure i break ur leg then u cant walk uh !
Wee[: Then can push u here n there on wheelchair ...

So fun :D !

Bleh , re download maple luh .
My maple wu prob bodoh .
Juz nw buy 60k .
My moneh is flyinq .
Bank left pathetic $40 ._.
Wallet left like ... $30 .

i spend ...
arnd $90 today .
LOL , i spend tooo much luh . >< .

2010-02-12T17:56:00.005+08:00

Lemme show you smth .
My post here is not act dua de .
I show you whats act dua since that junwei
kindergarten kid duno how to differentiate .

This is call act dua :

My boyf very zai leh .
he steal phone tio caught .
Then not scared sibeh zai , u wan tio him sure die firsst .
I go drinking that night leh , omg la , see i 13 nia go drinking nvr tio
caught . Nvr drunk somemore very daisai .
Anyone tio me sure die sia , my backing so big .
Whole singapore n malaysia also can .
1000+ people come uh .

Is my post like this ? No .
You still mai like wo post then just siam .
I mai chui taiji la . knn .
Hate me fcuk off la , must come here like 1 despo dog
that mother father si bark here bark there .
Attention seeker sibo ?
Go crawl @ orchard sure alot of people give u attention de .
They will call 995 then sayang u wan .

More simple mai keyboard warrior over here .
CNY alr leh . so free ah ?
No frens ah ? Pathetic ?

Anyways ,
HAPPY CNY !!!
GIMMI MONEH !!! D:

baby qo msia liao .
duno when cmoe back . D:

2010-02-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

Happy bday baby <3
17 liao worh .
Old ! :DD

Hahas , so fun today .
After makan , go drink .

Drink alr , syl drunk like hell ._.
LOL , then must cab him home .
He very fat leh !
Heavy bodoh ._.

Lol , see luh bi .
Told you alr mai drink so much .
See i drink oso bo drunk :D

So fun today .
Bibi so happy .
i see him happy i also happy(:

Anyways , now alr midnight .
Tmw got sch , wa kun liao ~

Jiayous sandra n ryan on patching !
Patch luh ! D:

2010-02-07T20:25:00.002+08:00

The food today was totally tasteless .
I didn't even knw i smoke 1 whole pack straight .
I miss you terribly .
Please come back , i wan your warmth ...

I want to see your sweet smile ,
Your loving kiss ,
Your caring hug ...

Please , i beg you , come back to me .
I dunwan you to go in rtc .
If you really do , it'll be 2years for me to see your smile agn ...

I'm so desperate now .
Why would you go thru so much just to steal a fcuking cheap phone ?
What are you trying to do ?
Are you stupid or sane or smth ?

I have no mood to do anything at all .
Come back and see your nuer .
She's adorable .
Just don't dissapear like this ...

If you really do ,
I will go crazy .
I will do stupid things .
I will die ..

I can't live without you .
You're everyth to me baby .
I miss your voice terribly .

2010-02-07T11:44:00.004+08:00

I still haven't heard anything from sylvester ...
His bday is tmw .
I now gng out buy present for him .

Duno what to buy though ><
I miss him terribly .
It's so weird without him .
Everything juz seems so lifeless .
The only thing that's keeping me happy is the new bunneh .
That's sylvester's kid :DD

Haiz , xavier erzi thanks for your concern .
You sms me that msg the one where
syl wun wan me sad really comforting . <3 .

But still , every second think of him .
I need smth to not think of him just awhile
so that it wun be so painful .
Gum ...

Jem , ryan , i dun care if i poon till i die .
So just left me be luh D:

baby , i'm still waiting ....

2010-02-06T17:36:00.003+08:00

I called ryan to ask where was sylvester .
And he said
"Your boyf got called for stealing , he's being driven to bedok hq in the police car now"

At that moment , i was wondering if he would go in agn .
If he does , it'll be 3years ...

I alr told him not to steal anymre .
He's so stubborn .
Now what ? I'm so worried .

I dun even have interest to play with the bunneh i just bought .
Baby , please don't go in .

Ryan also say he might go lock up ?
But his bday is in 2 more days ...
He can't possibly spent it inside lock up can he ?

Baby , i love you ...
You have to celebrate your bday with me .

2010-02-04T22:56:00.001+08:00

Baby , I've been waiting for you since 3.30pm .
Where are you ?
I'm so worried .
If you are reading this , call me ?

I wait for you(:

2010-01-30T23:49:00.005+08:00

Aiseh , i this morning keep hearing meow sounds
outside my toilet window .
Last night also .
2days leh .

Then today , come home ,
I go toilet also hear .
Cause my toilet window is like ...

(click for bigger view!)

The window first of all ,
Need squeeze thru the gap .
Then somemore very slippery .
After come out window , cannot fall into my cat there .
If not i also stuck D:

Then need reach out for my cat &
carry here thru the window then pass to my maid .

The prob juz now is i cant go back in ...
Cause i facing the window in ,
I go in face drop into sink ._.
So must legs go thru window first .
After duno how long ,
went thru window into my toilet !
Tadahhh .

Pain sia .
Tio cuts & sprain .
Cause nid twist here twist there .
My cat SUPER dumb .
Climb in duno how climb back ._.

2010-01-29T19:54:00.003+08:00

These few days .
Can't smile at all .
Seriously , i learnt now .

From today onwards ,
i want to do whatever i want .
Nobody can stop me .
Smk till song .
Drink till drunk .
Poon till brain damage .
Pon sch till expelled .

No one can stop me .
I'll juz end up inside nia .

Mon got public apology .
After mon the taiji i go poon ba .
Everyday poon !

I'll take life easily .
I dunnid care anyth .
No more stress , no more worries .
I'll just laugh everything off !

I wan quit sch .
Sch gave me so much problems .
I'll get those worries/problems in my life away .
Except my baby .

Haiz , but he also like ..
I duno luh .
I know i love him can alr .
That's all i know .
The rest FUCK CARE ~

Just watch me enjoy !

2010-01-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

Ytd help baby hunt 1000 cursed dolls .
Hunt till sot ah ._.

Then today no mood go sch .
Mai ask why luh .

Sua la . no mood post oso .
no mood do anyth la .

2010-01-26T20:58:00.002+08:00

Sian luh .
Why my batch so many things happening ?
2010
Khairuldie kana police case cause he stole psp ,
garrick gng expel frm sch .
Then got 1 mre person oso zhong case .
Duno wad case luhh .

Today netball sibeh hiong sia .
Run arnd sch 10 times .
Est. 5km .

Senior say cant walk .
I buay tahan i walk .
After run 10 rounds , senior ask me run 1 more ._.

Then got punishment somemore leh !
run 4 rounds around the basketball n netball court .
Est. 3km .

Then 45 push ups & sit up ._.
Halfway sandra tio asthma .
LOL , then leave me to run D:

SUPER TIRING .
CAN DIE WAN YOU NOW D:

Then after netball , went to seoul garden with mum .
I accidentally slp there when gng makan finish .

Swee , bought new mascara & eyeliner ytd .
Total $33 siol . but oso not i pay :D
Somemore , the day before , my mum buy wan nike shoe $90+ ._.
She sot sia . so ex . might as well give me the moneh D:
Then she buy netball oso . $40+ .
She netball siao leh .

2010-01-24T01:55:00.002+08:00

Today went kemb pass sylvester back his necklace .
Cause we say break alr pass each other back .
After pass back , they wan go katong play lan .

I no mood so go pg since break liao ma .
Can do wadeva i wan .

After that i tink i sehseh then duno why take cab to katong ._.
Then over there play lan with twinneh gl some dogs , etc ...

Then i saw sylvester , dun dare tok to him ..
but i still love him lehs ><
Then @ staircase smk n cry ._.
After finally decided , i ask him for patch .
At first , want ask then twinneh , ryan , kelly they all staring at us .
Dun dare ask so i diamdiam .

Then he say wad dunwan everyday angry then walk away .
i jitao cry sia . then walk away .
Walk walk until staircase aqn .
After they play dota game , i cor kelly ask syl come .
Then i suddenly cried like siaozhabor & ask him for patch .
He accepted(:

Then go kemb , makan , slack , go home .

Those fcuking dogs in facebook , stop re-posting whatever i post on
this blog la hor .
Really nth better to do .
honqqan la _l_
You want 1feb come down my sch can alr .

2010-01-22T19:57:00.004+08:00

The 300th post .

You always know how to say break .
I really don't know what to do .
Break patch x7-10

I ...
I'm sorry keep ask you waitwait on phone .
And cause of this you break with me .
I bwg alr .

Not gonna care anymre .
Take life easy .
I can do whatever i like .
More gum for me now .
If i die , i die .

Live life to it's fullest .

Don't regret anything .

*update , my finger is broken -.-

2010-01-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

WTF ?
http://www.facebook.com/group.php?v=wall&ref=nf&gid=263036038443#/group.php?gid=263036038443

KNN LA .
I FUCKING NOT GARRICK'S EX .
I RATHER DIE THEN STEAD WITH THAT SHORTY DOG .

Pls la hor .
You guys who join this group really nth better to do .
Want find someone to kpkb at go kpkb at ur mum la .
Seriously , grow up .

2010-01-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

Today got outing , sibeh sian .
First frm my sch go Fort canning then changi museum then
go 1 war cemetery near JB sia ._.

Then got detention but to tired to go .
So go find baby ,

Sibeh shack .
2 days nvr slp .
Tired like fcuk .

Lazy post .

2010-01-20T22:53:00.001+08:00

Last night nvr slp .
Tmw gng duno wad outing to duno where .

All of you shoo .
Don't come my blog .
If not i make private oso .
Myself can see nia :D

2010-01-18T19:48:00.003+08:00

I'm so afraid .
That you'll leave me .
History will repeat itself .
Like the 9September 2009 .

It hurts .
I really don't want you to go .
I really love you more then anything in the world .
Who cares about my parents .
As long as i don't overnight at your house .
Nothing will happen .
They can't blame you for anything .

Please , i love you .
Don't leave me .
Don't ask me to wait ...
I've waited before .
In the end it's all for nothing .
Just ending up alone again ...

2010-01-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

Baby , 2nd month coming in 2 days <3
Go iceskating lehh .
Please ? I want D:
Can luh , u wun fall , promise .
I help you(:

Thanks for 2nd month present .
Very pretty .
LOVE IT SOOO MUCH <3

Sian , now you know what i wan give you alr .
Zippo lighter leh .
Swee hor ? I smart(:
You can use everyday until spoil .
:D <3

16November2009 - 14 January2010
& still lasting

2010-01-11T16:17:00.000+08:00

Last night couldn't slp .
Today nvr go sch cause sick .
Tmw no sch .

I now very fucked up and irritated .
I really want to just cry la .

knn .

2010-01-10T14:25:00.008+08:00

Before : After :

SugaryKiss's makeover :D
Nice ma ?
Haven't complete makeover yet .
need 20k mre sia .
Beg frm my mum ! :D

SugaryKiss rocks !
(Those not happy call me D:)

Baby , miss you leh .
Fever slightly better .
Mayb tmw cant qo sch :DDDD

My father made me eat expired panadol ytd &
today gimmi some $5 herbal drink made out of anterlope's
horn ._.

I M NOT GNG TO DRINK IT !
DIEDIE ALSO WON'T DRINK !!!!

My sorethroat n flu still qot .
My body weak bodoh ...
RAWR .
Bi ah , call me toktok leh .
IMY LIKE HELL .

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2010-01-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

Just now went for netball tryout .
Sian lorh .
Somemore i qot slight fever n sorethroat .
Now ...

My fever 39.5 .
._. flu n sorethroat veh cham .
Got headache oso .

I go slp ba .
Anyways , sylvesterbaby really very nice to me .
I feel so bad .
I treat him like wad he treat me so nice .

2nd month i make it up to him :D
Gng shoppinq @ bugis everyth i blanja .
Goodnights <3

2010-01-08T18:21:00.003+08:00

Today sucks like hell .

1. Got fever n sorethroat .
2. Made sylbaby angry with me
3. Made me hate me .

I'm so sorry baby .
I didn't mean to make you walk all the way back to ur sch
and nvr help you .

You don't need to buy me acash or wad .
I dunwan them .
All i want is you .
I dunwan gum oso .
I rather mai poon then lose you .

Now i scared history repeat itself and you'll leave me ...

Netball tryouts tmw .
Must wake up early ._.
After tmw start workinq .